"One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple." — Jack Kerouac (The Dharma Bums)

Monday, July 25, 2011

This is how we are.

It's been a crazy last few days. Made it to Wait Wait, Don't Tell Me! down at the Chase Auditorium and got to hear Larry King's live phone-in with the panelists. I also got my program signed by Peter Sagal, who wished me well in New York, and by Tom Bodett (he has a mustache!), the fabulously dressed and typically seductive Roxanne Roberts (per usual, she tricked the caller with her Bluff the Listener story, and her pink Satin dress was so 1962, in a good way), and Brian Babylon of Bronzeville Chicago.

Being in that hood, followed the taping with a little trek over to the Butterfly Social Club for organic specialty cocktails, including my new favorite, the Bloody Maria (a tangy tomato and citrus martini). The pomegranate margarita was delicious, too, and the beer list was pretty impressive and inexpensive. But the vibe in there is really what you're paying for anyway. That was one of the coolest, nicest, chillest bars I have seen anywhere. Great music from a live DJ; low, glowing light; beautiful, interesting art; and the sweetest DJ who got the second round on the house. There were only a few other people in there, so it wasn't exactly the dance party I thought it might be, but then again, it was 9:30 p.m. on a Thursday, and it was nice to have a little calm and relief.

Friday was full, but the heat finally broke. Went to the dentist (no cavities!), which feels productive on its own since that's one of those things everyone hates doing but really should do. Also took advantage of my last few days with really good health insurance to go look for new glasses. (Not ordered until Saturday, from a really nice store in Evanston, but they should be here today or tomorrow.) While checking out the selection down at the random, retro Sears store on Lawrence, ran into another old co-op friend on the street. It was nice especially to feel like this really is my city, my hood, where I get around enough and have enough friends to just run into one in the middle of Friday afternoon on a busy Ravenswood street.

After a bumpin' lunch at Alexander's cafe (the one literally around the corner from my apartment, so cute, and great, enormous veggie omelets -- the best I've had yet actually was on Friday: spinach, feta, onion, and broccoli with Greek toast and jam and hash browns), I was feeling a little down. But I forced myself out for a quick run before my friend E. came down just to hang in my apartment and talk. After she left, I had just enough time to get ready and run, run, run myself to the (luckily 84-minute late) Metra and head down to the Hideout. JT & the Clouds played a great set, and I got to just chill and talk with another good co-op friend who I don't imagine I'll see for a while. We left in the middle of the crazy downpour (she sent me this Trib article about the flooding -- we had to turn around at North and Clybourn: www.chicagotribune.com/news/local/breaking/chi-after-the-rain-getting-around-chicago-area-no-easy-task-20110723,0,4993279.story)

By the time I got off the train at Granville, I was so soaked that I just strolled all the way home in the middle of it. It was kind of exciting. I haven't laughed so hard in so long. I really can't remember. After just the block and a half to get to her car we looked like we just went swimming.

Saturday morning, I managed to wrangle myself out of bed just in time to bake brownies and bring them to my last kickboxing class. It was a good one. My buddies were there, and we were all pretty pumped for 9:45 a.m. and rockin' along with the music. After that, as mentioned, found not one but two beautiful new pairs of glasses. I got talked into getting the second pair, but they are discontinued, designer from Paris, with rhinestones, and she gave me an incredible deal. I can't wait to wear them to my first Broadway show.

After a quick shopping spree at Crossroads, hopped back on the train home. Shopping success items include a new, nice steely gray, flowy cardigan (perfect for school); nice gray jeans (ditto); black-and-white checkered, short-sleeved flannel button-up; and an awesome, totally non-functional but fabulous short-sleeved, cream-colored, hooded rain jacket. It was the perfect purchase pre-Wicker Park Fest, where it was about a million degrees in the middle of the crowd. MiMosa was just okay, but it was fun to be there. And amazing sets by Lynx (www.myspace.com/lynxlive) and the Polish Ambassador (www.myspace.com/polishambassador) at the perfectly packed but pleasant after-party at the Double Door made the whole evening, the whole week, the whole "end" of this crazy life in Chicago really. I couldn't have asked for a better dance party and live DJ set to end the weekend.

Sunday was slow to start, but I did some work, took care of a few things at the apartment, went for a nice, slow run around the usual spot, and made lemon squares post-grilling with friends. To be honest, those lemon squares are probably the best thing I've ever baked. Ever. Not only were they delicious, but they came out in perfect sweet little squares. I brag because I made the recipe up myself after messing up the one I found online. Mine turned out better I think than they would have. They cut right down the middle and all the way out to the edge, large pieces or small, with the powdered sugar sprinkled prettily on top, just like it should be.

So if nothing else the rest of this week turns out "just like it should be," I'm going to keep remembering those lemon squares. I'm not going to try too hard any more. I will of course, try too hard, and forget lemon squares, and get very upset from time to time. But as my dear friend E. says, "This is how we are."

Morning soundtrack: Blind Boys of Alabama, "Way Down in the Hole," and Treme Season 1 Soundtrack.

Morning agenda: Stella Espresso and blogging, work and plan for packing, pack, walk, pack, quick run and yoga, calm and try to forget that this is really, really it. New York, I can almost see you.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Good Enough

Wasn't feeling too well this morning from last night's late-night feast (home-made veggie burger with all the fixings on toasted wheat bread, plus Reese's Pieces for dessert), so I thought I'd try to run it off. At noon. In 88-degree heat and sauna-like humidity. Dumb idea. I think I just recovered after sitting in front of my (now plugged in and chugging!) AC unit for the past hour. I still wish I had made it jogging for a full 30 minutes, but 20 will have to do for today.

I'm going for a walk now to run some errands, so we'll see if I can sweat the rest off anyway. And tonight, Wait Wait!



p.s. I won't even delve into how perfect Simon's was last night. The Western Elstons played my two favorite songs. Actually, they ended with my all-time favorite. I tipped 'em a 20. Kind of wish I had had the guts to say something to them. It was the perfect crowd. Busy, full, but not packed, and no jivers. Not that I don't love the jivers, but it makes the space easier to move around. Some people were still dancing. Easy to get a drink at the bar, everyone was super-friendly. Anyway, as I toasted last night, cheers to the very best part of Chicago. Rock on, rockabillies.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

It's official.

Turned in my keys. Computer is wiped. Goodbye friends! My work buddies are the best.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Waxing and Waning

The other night I was standing outside with some friends commenting on the fullness of the moon. It seems that day I peeked, and haven't quite gotten my groove back since. I hate this waxing and waning, falling in and out of positive thoughts and motivation. Let's not discuss what I did do this weekend, how much time I spend hiding in my apartment, or even worse, unable to drag myself out of bed and face the world that is ready and waiting with open arms if only I could get up the strength and courage to run out into it.
















I did haphazardly run into a few happy moments this weekend, a lemonade stand on Granville, a bike race in Evanston on Sunday, catching the full moon, finding my favorite grocer at the little foreign foods store today. And I did manage to scrape together some (not-nice-enough-to-really-say-what-I-really-wish-I-could) gifts for my little going away party tomorrow.

In other news, this week will be busy, so hopefully I will at least wake up tomorrow ready for it. On the agenda:

Tuesday: $2 pints at AliveOne (and hopefully a good DJ)
Wednesday: Kickboxing and my last night of the Western Elstons at Simon's
(if adventure strikes us, this trip might be followed by my first venture to the mysterious Mid)
Thursday: Wait Wait! Don't Tell Me
Friday: JT & The Clouds at the Hideout
Saturday: Wicker Park Fest and Lynx after-party

If I'm lucky I'll get to squeeze another baseball game in there, too. I guess I should stop complaining and start having fun.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Llapingachos

Last night was pretty perferct. I managed to make peanut butter cookies (about 6 or 7 dozen, with bare-bone supplies from 7/11, including a bag of M&Ms instead of chocolate chips) late on Wednesday night, so I had plenty to bring for work and also for the llapingacho dinner party slash co-op reunion last night. Obviously, the highlight of that event, next to the unbelievably amazing food we cooked, was getting to see some very close, very old friends, probably for the last time for a while.

If you don't know what a llapingacho is, apparently you can look up how to make them on YouTube. But seeing as my old Ecuadoran housemate was bashing on these, they might not be truly authentic. (Last night, we even had Ecuadoran hot sauce to top!)

Riding the Metra down and back was nice. Showed up with that "holiday five-pack" (I just learned this term) after popping one, somewhat warm, but still delicious Stone Pale Ale on the way down. But the cookies were a hit, yesterday and today. People love M&Ms apparently.

This is a lot of rambling to distract myself from the fact that in three hours, I will officially end my job. Crazy. But I guess I should go finish some things.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Dear Life,

Please slow down a little. I already have too many things to do, and now that baby macbook Tangerine is not working, that is just one more added to the list. I understand it is your job, Life, to keep on moving at a brisk pace, bringing all of us into the future and into our future selves. But, you see, Life, it is my job to accomplish so many tasks and still enjoy myself along the way. You are making it awfully difficult to keep up.

I know, I know. You'll say this is not your problem. You'll say that what I need is more hours in the day, that I should go take my complaint to your old buddy Time and see what he has to say about it. Well, I've tried talking with Time before. He's a stubborn sonofabitch. So I was just thinking, hoping really, that maybe you, Life, could cut me a little break?

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Another Saturday

I think I've finally reached that point of total denial. Will be pretty much on my own this weekend, and at work Monday and Tuesday, too. And then it's just a few "normal" days left.

But I think this attitude is probably best. Took last night just to relax and unwind. Caught up on some work stuff and enjoyed my leftover Thai from Indie from the night before. Bought a nice sixpack on the way home. Drank one. Went to bed. Woke up at 5:30 this morning and decided just to keep sleeping until it was time to head out. Made it to the gym. Ran my 10 minutes, went to kickboxing, ended up biking for 30, went into the sauna (why don't I do that more? it's fabulous), quick shower, and back up here to work to grab my glasses. Feels pretty normal to be sitting here about this time.

Not sure what the rest of the day or weekend holds. There is a neat bike ride in Rogers Park co-sponsored by the Recyclery tomorrow (www.therecyclery.org), so I'm thinking about donating my bike. But I would kind of like to just pump up the tires and get another ride or two out of it. Then again, I have access to a functional skateboard for the weekend, and time to go get mine fixed, so we'll see. Honestly, there are lots of things I would like to do, but it gets overwhelming so fast, I'm just trying not to worry about anything at all.

People are going to start coming in to look at my apartment now. That makes me sad. But it's also some incentive to go get it real cleaned up so I can have some friends this week.

Well, I'm still hacking up a lung from some mix of cigarettes, hangover, and allergies, so I better get a move-on before I sink into this chair. Also, it's a beautiful 85 degrees out now, so if I hurry, I can probably squeeze in a trip to the beach.

More about the trip soon. No energy for that now.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Quick View

Me rockin' the forest, via Paparazzi Nik

Home

I feel like I just landed. Back in reality. But it's not so bad. I've managed so far to keep the spirit of the Electric Forest with me, at least the calm and the positivity.

After leaving the festival, I made an extended return to Chicago via Holland and Saugutuck in Michigan and then a quick-trip down to St. Louis with Nik. I actually have still not been back in my apartment since a week ago Wednesday. I'm excited. It will be nice to walk into the comfort of my own little home, the one I really made for myself, and think about all these recent adventures. I will be sure to put more about them down here in writing lest anything be forgotten.

For now, despite the shaky video, this is the best representation I can find of what has stuck with me, and below are some new musical discoveries to check out.


(Three Little Birds, Stephen Marley, 6/3/11)

New (to me) music:
Lettuce www.myspace.com/lettucefunk
Beats Antique www.myspace.com/beatsantique
Railroad Earth www.myspace.com/railroadearth